Breaking Benjamin titled The Diary of Jane, it went like this,

“Something’s getting in the way

Somethings just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane..

As I burn another page,

As I look the other way,

I still try to find my place

in the diary of Jane.

Question: Trying to find a place in someones diary?

Knowing that you have no right to do such.

To search and try to be involved in someones life

even though its not time yet, or will never come to pass.

Trying to seek someone, or some situation before that of the cross?

Ironic isn’t it?

I want to follow Christ and be molded into his likeness,

but…I still like this boy, how selfish we are!!

To cheapen Christ by putting him in the trunk of our life

rather than the driver seat???

I think not.

Christ is precious.

You should be begging and pleading with your God that your life

 would be more than what you could dream, because we as humans,

 aren’t that creative.

As C.S. Lewis has pointed out, We reach too low, rather than for

things that are actually of true greatness.

Thats my take for the evening.

NEVER.

put anything above Christ, not even your family.